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yeap . no title . blank . just like me . not in a very good mood . today started out great . fun in phys. ed. i hurt myself a little . fell on my ass . had some fun with them CCHS girls . but i don't know . now, i'm blah . my stomach hurts . i think i have the flu . i'm genuinely hurt . and i want to yell at someone . but who can i actually yell at without being rude ? haha you're probably thinking to yourself right now "for the love of all that's holy, man up a little" . and you're right . i should . God armed me with the strength for this battle called life . yeah... no . the whole stay positive thing isn't working out for me at this moment . ah i'm pathetic . and lonely .

feel the beat .

wow . well it's been QUITE a while since my last post . i've just gotten really lazy that's all . but well YESTERDAY i went to the CHOC charity event ; "feel the beat" and OMG it was amazing . i lost my voice . and i had to pay an extra ten to get in because tickets were sold out but it was worth it . gabe bondok <3 aj rafael <3 oh dear . it totally got my mind off of the real life . my little escape to paradise was way too short . what i'd give to go back and not have to think about my problems right now . haha .