now i'm losing it .

ugh ! i don't know what can be held accountable for my sudden mood swings . fuck . i'm just so pissed off right now . i had just went and read all my messages before i deleted them for the new year . and well LIES . all LIES . he said he was "insanely in love with me" ?!!? bullshit . i don't buy it anymore . what-fucking-ever . i guess falling out of love with me is just as easy as falling IN love with me . ironic isn't it ?